Single & Double

Strawberries bring sweetness to your eyes, but sour to your tastebuds

2012-02-08T10:51:00.000+08:00

I havent blog for a couples of week. Yes, I just dont know what to write. Been staying most of the time at home, dont go out too much so I just dont know what to write. No, I dont want to write something trashy (pergh as if my posts are all good one haha) so its better for me to just stay silent.

YES / NO?

Haha okay maybe I'll write in future. I miss this blog, aaaawh *hugging*

Anyways, this morning I was so insisted to get some pictures to post here. To colour up my post hehehe (thats what I do whenever I dont have pictures to post). And these are what I found ;

I realized that the usage of strawberries on dessert is widely be used. They totally give you this one hug impact on buying/making/eating them because they just look soooo cute. Right? ^__^

Tweeted it this morning, and I think my thought is just true! Food with strawberries on them making the food looks more delicious, scrumptious, mouth-watering and seduce you so bad to eat them.

Feel like baking..

Okay, Im up for baking! Gonna bake brownies for family as I just bought vanilla ice cream yesterday and hope that they will turn out something like below ;)

Have a good day ahead darling! xx

Like A Boss

2012-01-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

I must say that my current life is not that interesting as before anymore. No, Im not saying that I have such super duper interesting life but what Im saying is that, my usual days I had were filled with challenges, obstacles, adventures, happiness, sorrow and etc due to various reasons (be it studies, friends, and so on)

But now?

Not anymoreeeeeeeeeeee T___T Im like a death body walking around in my on-going-construction home with no direction and principle. Being an unemployed person (as Im done with my Diploma and currently waiting for Degree intake on this March) and stay home like a boss is definitely not a good thing to do at this moment. I wanna go out and be employed but due to certain reasons, then I just put my intention aside.

What makes things get worst is that because my Twitter is currently having problem. I dont know why but I just couldnt log in. Yes, its been 15 days I didnt tweet. Hurgh. Please Twitter Support Team, do your job faster!

Thank God that I filled my time with some good activities that could sharpen my cooking skill *pheuuuw

By the way, MUET result has out and I praised to Allah for what He gave me. I managed to get what I aimed and pretty somehow, I still couldnt believe of what I get until today! Alhamdulillah :)

I suddenly miss the view I may get whenever Im out of town with family to get a little getaway from this busy place. Yes. It could be a small vacation. Go out to meet beach, sands, people with beach shorts playing beach ball and so much more. I just miss the breeze, I miss the feeling when the breeze kisses my face, I miss them much.

Thinking of going a little getaway with the hommies but the situation doesnt really by our side. Hmmm T__T

My first attempt of making Pavlova

2012-01-13T10:41:00.000+08:00

That day I was so inspired with myself and felt very tempted to bake. So without any hesitation, I decided to make a pavlova. Yes, a pavlova! And what makes it a lil bit more excited is because, that time was my very first attempt!

Remembered that I had bought some strawberries and grapes at Tesco days before so I just rushed to Bagus located at Section 13, Shah Alam to get myself a whipping cream. Seems like making pavlova is as easy as ABC due to small number of ingredients and those are like yang confirm ada dkt rumah punyaaaa. Eg : Sugar, cornstarch and vanilla essent! =D

A very exclusive dessert but low cost I tell you! (only if you make by ownself lah, Delicious cost you more)

Some of the ingredients you need.

Aman being so good in separating the yolk and white egg! ;D

Since I was using only 4 white eggs, I decided to just go for the old mixer I have. Dont want to use the new one cause its bigger so there's possibility that some of the eggs will not be whisked.

My brothers and I were super excited seeing the mixture and cream when they became, super soft & smooth, so silky!

If only you can see how GEBU the mixture is :D

A little of cornstarch, beat it manually and we're done for the meringue!

Spread it on baking paper.

Shape it as you wish.

And bake it! Now you're ready for the cream!

Honestly, it didnt take that long to whisk all the ingredients, despite the fact that it only consist few ingredients, but it did took some time to keep it cool before you spread the cream on it. Maybe because we dont want the cream to melt kot? Hihi I dont know why.

So below pictures are about making the cream! Yummy :D

Melted some white chocolate chip to add in my whipped cream. Making it more creamyyyy!

Time to whisk the cream!

I actually were quite terrified right after I added some vanilla essent in the cream as the cream was like berketul2. But thankgod after I added the chocolate chip, it went so perfect!

So the outcome? Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D *HAPPYFACE

Faithfully, Im proud of myself that day because that was my first attempt and it went so perfect. Everybody loved my pavlova and managed to finish them just in a blink of eye. Serious I tell you that it gone in 15minutes only! ;p

Eventhough the meringue (base one) was like a bit sweet but as the cream was not, it just went so nice! Gonna do more in future :D :D :D

A story behind my disappearance of last 2 weeks

2012-01-03T23:12:00.005+08:00

Been "Ready to Serve" for Fiesta Jualan Bonia at SACC Mall these last 2 weeks created lots of joy and few sorrow memories for me. Working for CBF by promoting Bonia Ladies Handbags was totally a great way for me to end my 2011.

Honestly, lots of things changed this year. Last time I had Aisyah, Maisarah and Sharifah with me but this year, I only had Sharifah. Aisyah and Maisarah were just too occupied with their studies schedule and cant join us. So sad ;(

Few other things changed obviously. Back to last year, they were 4 staffs including me in the team. But this time, 6 staffs you know! Been quite hard to arrange their break time as some of them were like berebut to break at this particular time but luckily me being the super senior staff (hahaha) managed to solve the conflict! ;)

And this time around, I had Hariz, Iman, Diyana, Suzi and Ida. Even Diyana and Suzi failed to survive till the end due to some personal problems, but we rock with our own way!

Amazingly, us 4 + 1 new comer, Ayien, managed to hit the target! Yes, forecast and target --- thats what my supervisor, Maggie has been telling us about it daily. And I still remember her face right after we know that we just hit the target hehehehe :D

Maggie, thankyou for the ang paw. We like it much! Hihihi.

Picture left : Diyana, Ida, Suzi and Me. Iman menyebok -__-'

Shortly, I did enjoyed my recent part-time job. Even though it only took 2 weeks time but I enjoyed every single second of it. 13 days of working from 10am to 10pm, 1 day of 2pm to 10pm and 1 day of 12pm to 10pm, it was just enough for me to add some more experiences in this working field.

Scored RM29k for last Saturday was such a good performance to us. Beaten Sembonia, thats the spirit ! :D

Sold quite a big amount of handbags made from deer skin, and it was our signature that day.

Im glad that there were few customers that still remember my face. And I also feel glad that I got the chance to make many new friends even most of them are like at the same age with my little brothers! Bdk lepasan SPM la katekan.. But I still feel young you know :p

Such a great experience I had to serve foreign people. Be it from Myanmar or Pakistan, I did it quite well as I managed to influence them to buy Bonia instead of others! =p

Received a number of compliments really made my days and build up some confident in myself. Thankyou to some customers , Kak May and my supervisor, Maggie for encouraging me indirectly.

And also I would like to thank my adik kesayangan, Aman for preparing bekal for me on every morning without fail! Even da muak menghadap nasi goreng/hotdog/nuggets/fries/drummets, but thanks again. Such a sweet adik of mine! Thanks Aman. I'll treat you something once I be paid hehehehe :D

So since we hit the target, the in charged person, Kak May treated us Nandos on the next after the sale ended. Yippieeeeeee! *dancingaround*

Sharifah, Me, Kak May, Hariz, Hakim, Botak (err I dont know his real name), Akim & Iman

One more shot pleaseeeee! says Hariz :p hahaha

Hakim & Botak. Basically they both were from Valentino Rudy but errr I have no ideas why they joined us that day. But its not a big deal ;)

Adik-beradik ---- Akim & Iman. I bahan them quite alot hahaha :p

A good shot from me haha prasan ;p

People that made my working days ;)

Ayien, the malu-malu kucing girl hehehe.

Hakim & Hariz

We're the staffs of Bonia, Valentino Rudy and got cashier also! :D

Everybody smileeeeeeeeeessssss =D Iman, Hakim, Me, Botak, Hariz, Sharifah, Akim & Ayien.

I dont know when will be the next time I get the chance to camwhore in boutique again :( Dont want it to be the first and last timeeeee... T__T

I love this picture big time!

Hariz, the teammate that never failed to make I laughed out loud, no matter what condition I am, and also Kak May, the very sporting boss but yet can be so strict :)

Flowers of the day ;p

Ayien, the girl who never failed to make me feel awkward by calling me as "kak dyla" there. I thought since Im done with my diploma then no one will call me with that kind of name T__T hahaha

Acah-acah je Akim ni. Haha

Hey look with who am I standing with. Its the 2 brothers -- Akim & Iman! :D

The counter staffs! Hahaha tukang pack bersama cashiernya! :p

Tulang belakang faktor kejayaan Bonia Handbag -- Hariz, Me & Iman HAHA! :P

If only you can notice, muka Hariz in these 3 pictures are just the same. Cmon, pose lain la sikit! -__-

We love youuuuu much much, Kak May! Thanks for the treat miahahaha ;D

And to my dearest Sharifah, thankyou so much for being such a good friend of mine throughout this 2 week time. Rajin kau amik hantar aku semua heee thankyou! I owe you a meal treat ;D

Hariz is just way more crack for me to handle! Thankyou for all your stupid jokes and entertainment. They did made our days hahaha! And I'll always remember the part of Angry Bird, keras, eye contact, mamee and so much more! :D

Same goes to Iman! Thankyou for never failed in making myself laugh with your stupid questions and I'll remember the part of you selling the reserved bag! Hahaha Iman Iman, goodluck for your school =)

I feel good. Life's treating me well now. I mean, I feel more confident in working in future. Yes. I want to treasure more.

Lastly, enjoy these photos. Its your favourite writer! :)

Have a good day, loves! Xx.

Surat cinta dari kakak buat adik

2011-12-19T00:47:00.001+08:00

Being a single daughter in family with 3 brothers to protect me is totally a stage that I will face till the end of my time. I always wish that I have a sister so that we can share many things like others do. Be it sharing clothes, love stories, girls stuffs and so on, I've always been dreaming of having one. Somehow, the dream remains dream. Its okay, Im fine of being the only bunga in this house so that I can sparkle the most and dont have to be insecure of being who's the prettiest or whatsoever hahaha ;p

I've never treated someone like a sister (because maybe I just dont know how -__-) but this girl has been such a sister for me.

Knowing her back to the year of 2010 where I was in Part 3 that time, and she was the freshie of my level that time. I dont know which part that we have common things together, but we just can fit to each other. She was my girl-next-door that time. Spent time with each other from days to nights, (especially weekends as we both were rarely balik) , gossiped like no one's business, ate maggi just to company one another, had a good conversation during shower, went out for double dates and so much more. I just could do almost anything with her.

Im glad having her as one of my "adik" during my diploma time and I hope that I could keep her forever! Thanks for being such a good adik even sometimes there's downs during our friendship, but remember --- I ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

Remember all advices, words and opinions I once gave you. Sorry that I have to be far away from you but one day, we'll see each other. I'll walk with you together, InsyaAllah.

Thankyou for being good so far, Noor Syazreen Syazwanee Abdul Jalil. Dont every try to forget me! Remember all our memories. I guess all started time Rugby Karisma, the day kdyla temankan awk. Uncountable memories we had. Thankyou so much for brightening my days at Dang Wangi. :)

p/s : This is a post that have been in my drafts since I just ended my diploma. Pergh -____- btw I think I lost some of our pictures together laaaaaaaaaaa hurgh! *geram

Since Facebook has got its own timeline,

2011-12-18T01:44:00.001+08:00

So I just decided to have one. And this is how it looks hehehe :D

I actually didnt know which picture should I upload. I was like clicking all the folders I have and almost pretty pictures were rejected because they were portrait -_-

Thought of uploading a picture of me and J but somehow I feel that its not appropriate at this moment as this is the first picture, so I just decided to upload the one I uploaded because it still consists him (but kaki je la hehehe)

I went to SACC this late evening with Sharifah to pick up our shirts at Bonia. Managed to catch few things and we were like mad people, gossiping to each other like no one's busines hehehe. I'll be officially employed by Bonia starting from this 19th December until 2nd Jan 2012. And honestly, Im in my consideration and thoughts of having a job or not afterwards.

My happy face of getting the famous ABC in Shah Alam, Fradoo's :D

My Chip & Dale pillow story ;)

2011-12-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

If you're a follower of mine in Twitter, you may have read a tweet saying that I wanna sew something and will blog about it. Well, the right time has came so here I am, telling you what actually I've sewn.

I've been thinking of something to give J as a trade of the teddy bear he gave me last time.

Did a lot of thinking and finally I've chose a pillow! Its quite ridiculous for me to give him a teddy bear as ... Err guys shouldnt have teddy bear on his bed, so yeah, Im giving him a pillow!Did something different which I myself sew the pillow cover so thats gonna makes a big different there.

Took about 1 hour time, I must say that sewing the pillow cover is the most successful fabric I've sewn since before :D

Materials needed ;

The bestfriend for this project ;

FINISHEDDDD! As simple as abc :D

I love I love I loveeeeeeeeeeee! *muka riang (:

So, whats your love story? Have a good day! Xx.

Vintage bags I can save on

2011-12-15T20:50:00.005+08:00

Since both my parents have packed their stuffs in boxes, Ibu has gave me like a plastic of her bags for me to put them into a box. I browsed the plastic and guess what I found? Few vintage bags that totally in trend today and Im sooooo loving them! A great way of saving my money hehehe.

Currently using ths one for my casual time! :D

Have fun!

My what-to-do-list for this 4 months break

2011-12-15T12:11:00.007+08:00

This gonna be so long, like a real long of post.

Sorry for being super late of posting this blog. I dont know why, I just dont feel like posting it kot -__-

Well, basically some of you may have been told that Im done with my Diploma and now is waiting for my Degree to start. As for that, Im having this quarter year of holidayyyyy and it seems like I have much things to do in occupying my free time hehe :D

Okay so let the list starts..

1) Firstly, I've been thinking of getting a part-time job. Despite the fact I'll be gaining more experience in working field, I also can add up my experiences of working in my resume and most importantly, to earn some moneyyy! :D

2) Im planning to be more diligent in sewing clothes! Well, these days I've been seeing alot of clothes from Miss Selfridge, Dorothy Perkins, etc that sell pieces of clothes that you can simply sew it by your ownself. I wanna try and treasure more in this sewing field. So far I have sewn cushion covers and a top for myself and the outcome are pretty good. I might be joining a class back ! =)

I cant wait to make my own tops, skirts and pants! :DD

I've always be wanting a space in my room for my sewing stuffs. I want something like up here, pretty please Abah? :(

3) I'll be an agent of Takaful! Since my dad is a retiree and be a part of Takaful family, he dragged me also. I just took the exam that will qualifies me to be an agent on last 10th December and if I succeed, I'll spread my wings to help people in securing their lives.

4) Im planning to tone up my body back! Yes, to tone up my body. I've been neglecting my body like since a year ago where I ate happily at any time to the fact of accompanying my roommate. So Im taking this holiday as my opportunity to go out and play. Yes, I'll tone up my body by going out and play some cool activities haha.

Activities I'll be doing are many but most definitely I'll turn to swimming! I love the fact that swimming brings various goodness in your body and it does works wonder :D Despite the fact that it can also lose your waist measurement, swimming can also broaden you shoulder length and makes you darker. But naaayyh, I dont mind with these 2. All I want is my stamina like before when I was super active in swimming and a better toned up body =D

5) I wanna learn more in cooking good food. Be it desserts, starter or main dish, all I wanted to conquer hehe.

I also want to improvise my recipe. Like yes. My dad taught me quite much thing in using the herbs for our dish and yes, it does bring impacts. For eg : if you're using asam jawa instead of asam keping, the sour taste will spread quickly but the taste wont be as good as asam keping.

6) I wanna help my parents in developing our business! A food & beverage business. Yes, 2 months ago I've ben working so hard helping them in running the business and I'll keep doing it. If you're interested to know what it is all about, read this out !

7) Since my home is under renovation, and Im so gonna get a new room for myself! Lots of things have been running around in my mind and Im so eager to decorate my new room. Well, I want it to look more girlish with some elegant elements hehee. I've browsed and read quite numbers of websites, and Im gonna try them. Aaaaahh, cant wait :D :D

8) I think I've wasted almost 8years where during that time, my little 2 brothers just got into this golf world. Abah, Ibu and both them invited me to join but I dont know why, I just felt like wanted to focus more on swimming. And now I feel quite regret. Both them have achieved this one stage where they can socialize with anyone, with somebody, and with anybody by golfing. I being jealous think that my time has came for me to dive in this world. Hello golf, Im waving hello to youuuu! :D

Well, actually there are some other things that I wanted to put in here but since this post has been queuing in my drafts so too long, so I'll just publish it and keep the rest alone.

Have fun, xx!

Job seeking

2011-12-02T00:34:00.007+08:00

I received a call from Mr. Yup last 2 days back, asked me to come to TGV Cinemas at Sunway Pyramid for an interview. Went there with Arozsha as a company, drove all the way just for the interview.

The interview went smoothly but he was expecting me to work as full time Barista but sorry, Im interested more on Customer Relation Officer (CRO). As I cant work full time due to reasons that Im not gonna be working for more than 6 months, so he offered me the part time of CRO.

I was quite happy that I finally have something to do to occupy my free time but no, I rejected it. The sole reason is --- Pyramid is too far from my home and Im gonna spend approx RM100 in a month just for the public transportation Im gonna take. A big no there :)

But somehow, I actually have been offered last month by my recent employer, Bonia Boutique to work for the sale coming in middle of December later! ;D So Im gonna be employed by the middle of this month. Yeayyyyyyy I can see money is coming to me hehehe.

So readers, this is my friend since diaper (serious xtipuuu), Arozsha Emilia Shahruddin! She's my neighbour, her parents are my parents' friends, her grandparents are my parents' friends also so we're somehow quite close. She's the one that can make you laugh out loud without feeling embarassing at all, bt she also can turned out to be a real annoying haha.

We also have a nude picture of us together when we were having picnik with our neighbourhood back when we were so shameless to be one those kind haha. We took the same diploma, we live nearby each other and we have the same brain. A good friend I have =)

Good luck in daily activities loves! Xx.

*major breakdown

2011-11-28T12:49:00.006+08:00

Turning to a new phase indirectly changed many things in my heart. Few days before I entered the world of 20, I began to feel few changes. I started to be more sensitive, I started to cry alot like little kids, and I also started to just voice out my opinions.

I guess this is the reflection for the changes of hormones, but no, I dont think this is good. At times, I tend to be quite. Speak when its necessary, lost interest in texting. Things changed so fast. Everything keeps moving, but not me. Im stuck in the middle.

Sometimes I feel like changing my reality to fantasy because thats the only place I know I can get out from this so-called as changes. I wanna live alone there, be surrounded by beautiful girls who will listen to my stories without boring, sing out loud with me, and spend all money like there's no tomorrow. But thats just impossible. Haisssh.

Im sorry that I hurt you, but mine is hurt too.

A lazy Sunday

2011-11-27T17:20:00.003+08:00

Help me in winning Hanie Hidayah's giveaway RM100 voucher from Adidad NEO!

2011-11-25T02:47:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone! Since Hanie Hidayah is giving away a rm100 voucher from Adidas NEO, I became super excited! I get to know this label through her blog and from what I see, their products are very colourful, funky and get along with any of your piece of clothes! So basically Im just trying my luck, (who knows I can win the voucher so that I can shop there hehe)

So I sent my picture that goes along with the theme "Going Green" as you can see up there, and now all I need is your "LIKE" or "COMMENT." These 2 will be counted as votes and I only have 2 days to collect as many as I could! This contest will end on Saturday 26th Nov 2011 at 11:59 pm. Help me everyone! =D

Please go to this link :

https://www.mediafacebook.com/fb-app/adidasneo/picture.php?event_pkid=46&pic_id=312

and click the LIKE button or you may simply drop a comment there. Do help me in winning this voucher as I know you out there are very kind kannnn hihihi.

Hurry up! I would be very thankful for your cooperation! Lets make Hanie Hidayh going global heee.

This is what Im actually doing so far

2011-11-22T22:14:00.007+08:00

The empty space of my days have been filled with some random activities but most of them are helping my parents in developing our family business. (In case if you dont know, my parents are running a business under the name of Big Fruittee which focuses on selling fruit cakes).

Since my dad has just reached his retirement age last 2 months and now are officially be declared as a retiree, we are 100%ly active working on for a bigger prospect.

I help my dad in business development. Be it marketing, strategies, production and presenting, Im doing it since Im a total free bird!

Its the wedding season, weddings are just all around Malaysia. They choose 11th Nov, 12th Nov, 20th Nov and much more. Seems like November unites many couples legally hihi. Despite the fact that Im glad celebrating few of my relatives on their wedding day, Im also glad that the demand on the fruit cakes are just abundance of! Alhamdulillah, rezeki.

In case if you're curious/excited about it and wanna know more, do check this flyer out!

Have a nice Wednesday and do spread the words xx!

1 out of 3 post that I owed

2011-11-22T01:10:00.002+08:00

I know that this is a lame post that can make you snore but I promised before, so I gotta write about it. Still.

So these were the things that I bought on my midterm break of my previous sem. Like 3/4 months ago haha. Its been awhile I know, but who cares. I was just being so lazy..

A striped pink pashmina, dark blue jeans (eventhough I already have one), acid washed skinny jeans, a reversible floral top, a white longsleeve babydoll top, a brown belt, a faded jacket jeans & a blue and pink striped pashmina!

Pictures of last weekend

2011-11-16T11:41:00.004+08:00

I went back home to kampung last weekend for aunt's wedding. Being pretty (haha) with baju kurung on so I decided to capture few pictures and these are the results. Credits to Aman, the photog! :)

Vain much? I know haha. Have a good day ahead, lovely! Xx.

What I did this evening

2011-11-15T22:34:00.008+08:00

I know that I've owed you 3 posts ;

1) My purchase on last sem midterm break. Hahaha so long ago kan? I know -.-

2) My plan for this 4 months holidays

3) A post about someone that I wanted to write since before (cececeh)

But for now, let me share with you of what I did this evening. Basically Im so in the mood of sewing, (da berhabuk sgt da mesin jahit tu but yet I still dont know when will I sew something) and I did something that made me sew jugak la tadi.

Went to Sec.18, Shah Alam yesterday evening to buy some buttons for my yellow chiffon top. I actually just realized about the loss of the 3 out of 4buttons of the top during my last birthday, when I went out with Ayu.

So with a little touch to the sleeves, Im giving the top a new look!

Im sorry that I forgot to snap a picture of the sleeves before I changed them :( Btw I didnt only do to the yellow top, but also to this ;

I actually bought it for only RM5 at garage sale without second thought ;p But the pockets are actually quite a mess for me. So I just decided to put them away. Right after that, I went out with my cousin, Nadia at Bukit Raja.

And our vain part dalam fitting room, hahaha bosan. YaAllah, terasa mcm sgt budak2 -__-

I actually have been busy helping Ibu with her business but I really hope that I could write and sew more after this. Missing these 2 so much!

Have a nice day, xx!

I've turned 20 !

2011-11-06T16:55:00.011+08:00

My 20th birthday has passed like almost a week ago but then me being the super lazy human on earth, is so not rajin to update the blog. Lack of ideas perhaps -__- But then, the spirit of blogging comes across and now I am, typing something to read from me to you hihi.

Well basically we dont celebrate much. Just a simple dinner at Nando's and it doesnt really matters to me. Honestly, birthday celebration / suprises from family or friends is not a big deal for me. What matters for me is that the remembrance from loved ones either family, boyfriend, bestfriends, closefriends and so on. Not, Im not expecting for something big, a short wish is just fine for me ;)

So on my birthday's eve, Abah brought us to Nando's located at SACC Mall to enjoy my birthday. Nando's has always been my favourite, all-time favourite. We found our satisfaction there, worth every single penny! Truth speaking, we're not the type of family who spend big on food -- who dont mind to spend almost RM100 just for ONE PLATE so yeah, even Nando's is cheaper that other exclusive restaurant, but the pleasantness we get is very worthwhile.

The 5 of us decided to choose 1/4 quarter chicken with 2 sidelines as our meal of the night. With same flavour of chicken which definitely we go for the hot one, we had our sidelines differently. As usual, I'll go for Mediterranean Rice and Old Style Chip to be enjoyed with my super delicious chicken breast!

I dont enjoy chicken breast if Im on my usual meal, but since its Nando's, I found thats the only part that can give me 100% satisfaction hihi ;p

Ibu's

Abah's

Jalal's

Aman's & Mine

Im the sucker of Nandos. The day after this celebration, I was craving alot with their sauce. Damn, I just dont know how to get this thing done. I've been craving for it since the first day I know Nando's. Totally my love at first sight!

Thankyou Abah, Ibu, Jalal and Aman, I love you big one! Xx.

The moment I had with them is nothing to beat with money

2011-10-26T02:59:00.005+08:00

Thankyou hommies, you guys have just made my night (:

Changes need inspirations

2011-10-26T01:07:00.006+08:00

I miss blogging, aaaahh.

I've come to my sense, and I realized that I just need more and more inspiration to be inspired! I need a whole total new for myself as Im now at the phase of my life where I need to be more presentable and impressive. That is because, I know, what people first thought about you reflect their second thought. Despite from that, Im now on my 4months break so pretty guess that I've like sooo many time to be inspired! :D (as if Im not gonna be employed ceh -.-)

Since my home is under construction for some uplifting and upgrading few parts of it, I have decided to throw away like for atleast 30% of my clothes!! I challenged myself to not "aaaa, sayang la this baju" towards any clothes that I think Im 90% not wearing them anymore! Haha.

I know that its like so sayang to throw them, but no, Im so not gonna throw them just like that. Ibu said she wanted to give them to the needy people so I guess that I still can make some good things even at the same time, I will waste my money buying new clothes that will ended up be wearing by me for just few times hehehe. Fret not, I might release them to youuuuuu if Im rajin enough to upload them ;p

Btw, here are some inspirations that I get. Might try them in future!!

Middle of Oct

2011-10-17T01:18:00.004+08:00

Since Im on my 4months holidays, I already have few things in my mind so that I'll occupy my time wisely.

My next post will be talking about the plan, and also a person that I've been so longing to talk about her ;)

Start your Monday with bright smile everyone! Xx.

#random pictures

2011-10-13T17:47:00.016+08:00

Who comes first doesnt matter, what matter is who stays last

2011-10-12T02:05:00.012+08:00

Having a friendship with them is like having adopted siblings in my family. They are the family I have in Uitm and I feel so appreciated and blessed whenever Im around them. Its such a pleasant to keep friends like them.

Its all worth it as they are there when you're totally down, stressed, fucked up, and they were there. They brought you out, they accompanied you all night long to study, they ate instant food to release your tension, they gave you advices, they helped you doing chores in room, they defend you from rumours or even they screamed with you due to the excitedness. They were there. And thats why they deserve to be in my tiny heart. Even the space is limited, that makes me feel so close to them.

Maybe some of the people down here are not so close to me due to the limited time we have, but itsokay, I still enjoy and love our friendship :)

Thanks very much to everyone who is 'in' these pictures. I have reasons why I put them so yeah, if you are in, it means you mean a lot to me.

I know that I'll be missing them a lot in future. Even now I already can miss them! Itsokay, InsyaAllah if we may meet in future. Good luck friends!

xx.

The language of friendship is not words but meanings

2011-10-11T03:19:00.008+08:00

Guess where am I now?!! IM HOME!!! *screaming very loud*

Alhamdulillah, I praise to Allah. Im finally done with my 5th semester which basically completes my diploma. Yes, my course only has 5 semesters without industrial training (or popularly known as practical) and that answers every question that running in your mind haha.

Through out these 5 semesters, I admit that there are thousands shits and obstacles that always try to fail me down. Be it love matters, friends, or even the study itself, with courage and determination of what I had and gave by both parents, I managed to let them down.

Public Administration was initially not my choice. I wanted to do something else, which agreed by both parents but due to some reasons, they asked me to do public admin in the first place. With the priceless and knowledgeable knowledge that I gained from public admin, I see better prospect for my future. Thanks very much, Abah and Ibu. I knew without your influence in my decision making, I wont stand still like Im doing now.

Despite losing some friends, I also have gained like soooo many friends. Be it girls or boys, both are just amazing. As for me, these 2 pretty girls have been there for me through thick and thin, and that just make me loves them much!

Quantity is not what civilized people looking for, but quality. I see quality in them. They were there for me when I was sick, sick like real sick (back when I was in Part 2). Allah tested me with such a big test, but I accepted it with redha. Its already written in qadha' and qadar, and also I know that everything happens just for reasons. He opened my eyes that friends I had that time was useless, unreliable and seems like taking advantage on me. What I did was backing off, and I turn to them.

Even distance may apart us, but hopefully that our loves wont.

Thankyou so much for being such a sweet girlfriend to me. You both rock my college time and are awesome with your own way! If there's someone out there doesnt appreciate you, fret not, Im here always for you both to appreciate you, support you, and most crucial, to lend my shoulder and hug you when you are down.

I do love both of you, equally, Siti Zulaikha Norefendie & Siti Awathif Kamarul Baharin :')

Until now, I praised to Allah for giving such 2 beautiful angels to me.

Not only them, but He gave me this beautiful petite girl, Leesyabella Azman. Having her as my roommate in Part 2 really changed my college days. Days and nights were fulled with laughters. We share stories, we share experiences, we share beauty tips, we share favourite makan spots and some more. We just share almost everything except boyfriend of course huwawawa.

We are close, eventhough we only stay together for 1 semester but the bonding we have beat anything else. Hopefully we will be closer and tighter since she's in my homeplace now! Thanks for every kidness you've done to me and I swear, you are really such a good friend. Loveyou kakak! Always do ;)

*no picture cause everytime we go out, we dont even intend to snap a picture -___-

p/s : InsyaAllah I'll be pursuing on what I wanted and wished since I was in high school. But its still under discussion so yeah, not everything we plan will happen. Just pray the best for me, Amin.

xx.

If the love is on the line..

2011-09-28T05:16:00.002+08:00

When it comes to heart and feeling, only you yourself know and understand it well. No matter how good friends we are, how you said you used to experienced it, no. Its still a no. Heart can only be understand by you.

So does my heart. If only I have someone to just entertain what my heart wants, Im sure it will lives happily and functioning well.

I realised that I've hurt my heart a lot these days. Im so sorry heart. It wasnt my intention, but you do know who did it right? Please be patient. Once I reach home, I'll try my best to not hurting you because of the oh-you-know-who. Its only 2 weeks left. Keep holding on!

#random pictures

2011-09-17T22:54:00.003+08:00

Exam mode

2011-09-15T01:47:00.004+08:00

"Finals is just around the corner.
Increase the speed, double up the efforts.
Just do the maximum you could do."

This is my last semesters (insyaAllah) to be. So guess that I need to struggle so hard.

My senior, who yet be claimed as my tutor is no longer in Melaka. He's now pursuing his studies in Shah Alam so since Im going home now, I should take this opportunity! ;)

My papers start on 22nd Sept and will be ended on 7th Oct. Gonna be back soon!

p/s : Pre-Graduation Lunch pictures. Not so many as I didnt take much photos take days.

Fav photo everrrrrrrrrrrr! :D A photo with Rektor UiTM Melaka tuuu ;) mampu?

The girlfriend, Aw :)

The ex-roomies! I was with them the moment I first stepped at UiTM. Aaaa, time flies fast :')

Have a nice day, xx!

Second day of raya #random pictures

2011-09-07T19:00:00.006+08:00

Have a good day guys, xx!

So now only I get the chance to post my Raya pictures

2011-09-07T18:05:00.012+08:00

Hello everyone! I know that I've been like days late to talk about raya but still, I would like to write about it. So did you guys enjoyed your raya so well? To the max? Did you guys managed to collect your duit raya more than last year's?

WELL. Mine was good.

But I couldnt say that it was great / prefect / amazing or wtsoever due to some reasons such as ;
1 - My second day baju raya was not siap on time so I need to pakai my last year punya baju raya. Okay this shouldnt be an issue actually, gedik haha.

2 - The raya mood is quite lack over there maybe because it was my 20th time of celebrating raya. Cmon, every year wont be the same. If I were younger, (10-15 y/0 perhaps), I would enjoyed my raya more than what I did this year. So basically for me, AGE MATTERS IN CELEBRATING RAYA! Hahaha.

3 - Raya holiday was too short. I repeart, TOO SHORT. I know that it was a week but I got home from kampung on Thursday which only 3 days left before my holidays end! My friends & I definitely didint get the chance to do our annual raya celebration ; where all of us gathered, go beraya at our friends' houses, spend the whole days with friends as we'll be far away after this and so much more.

Urmmm I guess that all. These indirectly has spoilt my raya.

But nevermind, I still enjoyed my raya! Like to the max. Despite because of so many delicious food, but also because my duit raya collection is pretty gooooooood hehehehe :D

Being cliche, these are my raya pictures for the first day of raya! Its gonna be long so make decision before its too late! ;p

By the way, I celebrated my raya with family and relatives at Bukit Rambai, Melaka & Sg Rambai, Melaka =)

Lets start with my adik kesayangan, Aman :D
My 3 heroes :D + Along who wasnt there with us due to work commitment :(

The person who gave birth on me, who started my whole life, and my everything (:

Moksu, Poksu, Makngah, Pakngah, Mokde, Pokde, Ibu & Abah tersayangggg!

Abah's side

One big (not so big) happy family in home! :D

Ibu with her anak kesayangan hahahha :p

Ainul & Ika.

Again, bosan :p

Lagi sekali, but with Nisa.

Green is the theme for this year

Tenggelam disebalik tumbesaran adik2kuuuu :p

Abg Hafiz, going to engage next week. Kesian dia. Throughout raya asyik kena bahan =p

Maklong!

Ibu, Maklong, Paklong & Abah.

Ibu & Mokde.

Anak2 Poksu & Moksu. Tuan rumah kampung :p

Anak buah from Kelantan.

Poksu, Naim & Elias.

Maklong & Abg Hafiz

I love this pictureeeeeee, it makes us long taller (especially me) haha

And now, pictures of my siblings & Ibu Abah.

Jalaluddin Ali.

Abdul Rahman Ali.

And lastly, your favourite writer. Adilah Ali (:

Have a nice day, xx!

Short note!

2011-09-04T02:20:00.004+08:00

Raya's been gooood. I just need some time to upload all pictures (I mean all good ones haha) and might probably I'll tell how my raya worked for me ;)

p/s : Im going back to Melaka on this Monday morning so I hope that I've some time to spend for this.

I suddenly miss writing & if only I could buy time, I would buy a day just for this blog ;(

LONG FOR THIS

2011-09-03T01:00:00.001+08:00

I WANT THE DRESS LIKE SO BADDDDDDDDDDDDD!

But it gonna cost me RM200++ danggg, I dont wanna spend such big amount of money for just a piece of cloth at this moment ;( Someone help!

9hours of shopping journey wow!

2011-08-28T06:30:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was such a very long journey of shopping for me and the siblings. We went out from house approximately at 315pm and reached home after done with all the shopping part at 1am the next day. And this shows that we had spent for like 9HOURS of a day just for a shopping journeyyyy *dang*

315pm - 6pm -- Pyramid time! Did some shopping for my siblings, Jalal & Aman. Felt so dissapointed as the shoes Im looking/aiming at Forever21 are no more available ;( Felt so regret of not buying last time because I thought that I wont wear the same pair of shoes that I already have the pattern. I was wrong, my thought was wrong :(

Charles & Keith was awesome! If I went with both parents, Im sure I already went out from the store with atleast 1 handbag and 1pair of shoes!

630pm - 10pm -- Its Plaza Alam Sentral time! Break fast at the food court just to get simple food because the proper place is no more available. Besides we would like to have NASI for break fast and what would you expected? The place is not a place to eat, but to shop baju raya, yes it is :)

Went there to buy second day of baju raya for me & Ibu. We both got ourselves a chiffon kaftan with such an affordable price! No I think its like sooo cheap cause I get my kaftan like 50% from your kaftan price! ;D

I should buy my cleanser at the Watsons outlet but I forgot so yeah, damn -_- I think I may just use the Neutrogena I used previous time before what I use in current. But Im scared that it will give effects to my face complexion. Cmon, skjp pakai yg ni, skjp pakai yg ni. Hmm..

10pm - 1230am -- Well, Aman wanted to go to Uptown Sec.24 so three of us headed there to just look around. But tahu la, mesti sangkut in buying anything so they bought jeans. They are super affordable, 2 for RM90 only! :D

Me? Nah, I just bought a shawl but the great thing about last night was that I SAW UNCLE BOB'S FRIED CHICKEN there! OMG never expect it would be there. So I bought 1 set of fried chicken which cost me 95% more from the regular ones I bought at Melaka but nevermind, they just taste the same =)

1230am - 1am -- McD time! The queue for drive thru was quite long so we just decided to get in. Get ourself a cup of ice cream and also for Ibu & Abah! Im so inlove with cornetto so I get myself a sundae cornetto chocolate. As for Abah, he tried Aman's vanilla shake and I think Abah would replace McFlurry for the shake heeeeeee. *lovelove

1am -- went home exhausted but falled asleep by 4am, while waiting for my switching on my lappy haha -.-

So basically thats how I spent my day, yesterday. Preciously with 2 siblings I love the mosttt!

p/s : Im so inspired with these beautiful pictures. Especially the above one. Aaaaa roses are just meant for me. Even I have steel bed frame, I guess its achievable for me to get this kan? Cant wait to get myself a new room :D

Im heading back to kampung later, in 3 hours time.

Have a nice day, loves. Xx!

#1, the favs

2011-08-27T04:58:00.004+08:00

He's the one who manages to fall and catch my heart cause I am always in love with him (:

Replay and keep replaying

2011-08-18T11:20:00.003+08:00

Im addicted with Beribu Sesalan - Jaclyn Victor, Shila & Ning Baizura. Cant stop from repeating the same song (:

Well, I started my day today a lil bit better than yesterday. Woke up late *still* but I managed to reach class earlier than yesterday, but still considered as late because lecturer was in the class already. Hmm, Im having trouble with waking up in morning! And research done by myself shows that despite of lack of sleeping hours, its because of I sleep with full stomach! I usually eat my sahur before I go to bed so yeah, full stomach makes myself hard to wake up in morning. Need to deal with it asap -.-

*flawless much, envy her dang

Frst class for today is Development Admin. I just found out that out of 10 groups that have presented their major assignment, none of them managed to pass! The highest one is 4.8/10 which out of the blue makes myself nervousssssssssssssss and anxious :( I havent presented mine yet so as I still have time, I have the chance to pass the assignment. Hmm so sad hearing this news ;(

I planned with my brother, Jalal to go home this weekend but seems like the plan is unachievable. I have PPKP on Saturday and Industrial Relation test on the day after. Nice. Seems like I'll go home next week = cuti raya.

CMON.

I wanna go home early, wanna go for some shopping with family, wanna change my baju kurung set (I go to class everyday with the same old baju kurung, makes people bored enough to see me with the same baju kurung hmm) I may allowed to take the test earlier than Sunday but no, I dont have time to study now so yeah, I'll just accept all this.

What a student life. Hope raya can be so good for me.
Im working on my assignment.

Have a nice day guys! Xx.

I couldnt stop laughing over this !

2011-08-16T14:18:00.004+08:00

*click for larger image

Well, right at the moment I read the post, yes. I laughed so hard! :D da la dkt lib, heheheheh.

A fact regarding roller coasters!

2011-08-16T12:39:00.007+08:00

I know you people out there love to have a ride on roller coasters. Maybe not all, but atleast some of you love screaming out lung of yourself with te feeling of sillyness around you hihi. However, do you know where you may get widest roller coasters that can give you extra thrill? Here I just found out from Hotmail.com (:

Fuji Q Highland, Fujiyoshida, Japan.

#1 on today's chart - World's steepest roller coaster so far! The passengers are shot into an s-shaped with 43metre deep freefall at 62m/j, creating G force like that hitting a jet-fighter pilot. Ohmy! Its soooooooo like extremly fast! It only takes 112 seconds to complete the ride with 1km track. So, can you imagine how fast the ride could be? ;)

Six Flags Adventure, Jackson, US.

This picture just doesnt reflect how great the coaster is. Well, this is the tallest with 124metres high which makes the tallest drop with 127metres! Oh no, thats just sooo high *pengsan

BonBon Land, Holme-Olstrup, Denmark.

YaAllah, naik Solero Shot dkt Genting pon rasa mcm jantung da tertinggal dkt atas, apetah lagi yg ni? Da la on top tu mcm skjp je, then time turun, aaaa mst rasa mcm nk tertanam dlm tanah tros :p

Thorpe Park, Chertsey, UK.

How about this one? You will like keep going round, and round and round for times, smpi mata pon bleh stop berpusing haha!

Heide Park, Soltau, Germany

Wooden roller coaster, do you have the guts to ride on? ;) With nailing countless pieces of woods together, it fits neatly like a puzzle. Okay now it sounds like not so strong kan? Fret not, it is strong enough! The world says that this is the largest wooden roller coaster in Europe and the fastest woodie in world! Wow! If I were given the chance to ride on this, I'd surrender! I dont wanna die over this wood thing huuu.

So, what say you after seeing all this? Haha I dont scare with height, but when it comes to things like this, errrr I WOULD GO! :D

Current Affair mass lecture is calling, have a nice day!
Xx.

So long~

2011-08-15T16:59:00.004+08:00

Guess that I've been missing quite long. Well, since these past few weeks, there were like so manyyyyy commitment I've to give 100% focus on. Let it be quizzes, tests, assignments submission (major/minor) and even personal matters. Well, I think that today, I already have the time to write. Or maybe sebab Awthf is writing too, so me too wants to update haha!

Alhamdulillah, out of 5 major assignments that I must complete, 2 left which are Current Affairs and Development Admin. 1 left for presentation & written assignment presentation while the other one left for presentation. Both have to present next 2 week (a week before cuti raya) which equals to A VERY BUSY WEEK ONCE AGAIN JUST LIKE A WEEK BEFORE & AFTER MID TERM BREAK, so me and my lovely babe, Awthf has decided to complete it earlier than our usual time hehe :)

What makes myself busy like extra busy than usual? Well. Its my final sem (insyaAllah) so my assesment marks are a lil bit different from previous sems. if before I only have 1 quiz, 1 test, 1 written assignment and 1 presentation, but not this time! I have 2 tests this time which indirectly makes me and my whole batch of DPA intake July 2009 going to be such a bookworm (wooooo hoping so haha).

Not gonna talk too much here, happy fasting muslim!

Xx.

Its pathetic

2011-08-11T10:51:00.003+08:00

Its pathetic seeing someone falls in love with the other someone but the other someone always throw shits to someone.

Its pathetic seeing someone begging for your help but once they are helped, there is no thank you for you.
Its pathetic seeing someone trying so hard to be like you when they are totally not you.

Its pathetic seeing someone who has to keep doing what they are currently doing when they have no longer interested with it.

Its pathetic seeing someone who thinks they dress like so perfectly like a princess but actually, they look like a bitch.

Its pathetic when you have the desire but you dont have money nor energy.

Its pathetic when you tried but you failed.

Its just pathetic.

Life can be so pathetic.

What differs is only, is that yours or mine?

Well, guess that you already have the answer ;)

A shoutout for Ramadhan !

2011-08-01T07:35:00.002+08:00

I promised you guys to tell what I do during my last midterm break but seems like I already forgot what I did on Friday ! ;( Thursday was a good day for me as the boyf came over here to make a surprise for me wowieeee. However, Im still waiting for Maisarah to give me the pictures.

I think the time has came for me to have my own camera and bring it to wherever I want so that I would not face any problems like this in future -.-

My USB cable is totally being a bitch and I cant upload my holiday purchases so I cant post about it haish -_- Might getting a new one. Which is better, an USB cable or just a card reader? Suggestion pleaseeeeee.

Btw, its the first of Ramadhan. Happy Ramadhan everyone! Its a month that full of bless, so please grab this opportunity. We might not meeting the month in future, who knows? ;)

Haha comel je cartoon mcm ni ! :D

Midterm break - Wednesday

2011-07-24T03:01:00.006+08:00

Still, I woke up early that day cause I have to send Abah off at his office. If you noticed, I've woke up 3days straight even its holiday haihhh -_-

Did nothing in the afternoon, but going out the evening. Went to Kedai Kopi with the hommies, had Shah Alam Beef Kuey Teow with Strawberry F&N. The kuey teow was nice, but a lil bit salty at the end of the meal. Maybe sbb da kenyang kot haha.

Meeting friends is great, the time to catch things up, to chill with the people we have grown up but vain part is a must. So, these are the pictures for the day! :)

Us, without Syahmi cause he's the one who captures this pretty moment

Syafiq & Syahmi

Thia, Aizie, Nisa, Syafiq & Hafiqul

Me & Syafiq hensem rambut da potong haha!

Me & Aini - long friend, since 6years old ! :D

Another picture of us

Happy gila Thia hahaha :p

The one who writes here, your favourite writer

p/s : I dont know why but I just feel like posting, I mean talking about what I did throughout this holiday tonight. Im going back to Lendu tomorrow, so there's no big chance for me to update my blog there. But its 0332 already :(

Have a nice day, xx !

Midterm break - Tuesday

2011-07-24T02:25:00.002+08:00

I woke up early that day (I actually woke up early almost everyday, throughout the holiday -__- ) because I had some plans to do. First, me and both my parents went to HP Service Centre, somewhere at Damansara to send my problemo lappy. Be there at 930 and done around 10. Sent Abah to office, at Bangsar and straight to Kg. Baru to send Ibu and I's kain raya at tailor! :D

Was super excited for that but not so excited when I had to drive from Bangsar to Kg Baru without me knowing the route -.- Like cmon, its somewhere in the center of KL and truly, I have never experienced driving around in KL. So its unfortunate for me when I have to drive around in KL, without GPS nor knowing route for the first time.

Howeverrrrrrrrrrrrr, it was a good experience though. I learned alot from that! Thanks Abah, for being my-long-distance-GPS hehehe.

Later then, when the measurement part is done, Ibu, Mokde (I met her at the tailor) and I went to IJN to give a visit to my granny. I cried seeing her struggling herself to survive. All I can do is give her some strength by visiting her, let she knows that I love her and keep praying to Allah. Nenek, please get well soon. I wanna eat your kuih kaswi alot alot :')

Drove home after that. Safely arrived! Haha. Reached home at 3 something, was super exhausted because I lack of sleep the night before, and then have to drive and go this place, this place and this place. Haish.

Btw, Abah treat me Texas Ted hotdog from 1901 for my breakfast that day. Niceeeeeeee one :)

p/s : Sorry I got no pictures to upload, USB cable acts like a bitch ! =.=

Have a nice day, xx!

Midterm break - Monday

2011-07-22T13:00:00.006+08:00

I take 6 subjects for this semester and one of them is Local Government Administartion. In completing the assignment, my group and I need to do research on a council and we (Awathif, Zulaikha and I) decided to choose Majlis Bandaraya Shah Alam for our research topic.

Went there on the first day of my midterm, and Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly. Be there at 1050 and met Cik Fuaza minutes later. Eventhough our hearts were like so nervous in all of sudden, but we managed to get rid of the nervousness right after we met one abang, the front person at the Jabatan Korporat. Okay, maybe this worked on me only haha.

We asked her all questions that are provided in the manual, jot everything she said and recorded half of the interview session. Feedback we received from her was good, an expected one.

So, now one of the burden is gone! Im done with the research interview, only left for the presentation time.

We managed to capture not so many pictures during the session as we were busyyyyyyyy listening to her n write down all she said. But still, I have some pictures to share with you guys!

The person who we interviewed to gain information - Cik Fuaza, Pegawai Penerbitan Jab. Korporat MBSA :)

p/s : I've been busy from last Monday until Saturday. Dah xmcm midterm break, got no time to rest at all -__-

Have a good day, xx!

Shoutout !

2011-07-22T01:57:00.002+08:00

I have like so many things to write here but due to my dissapointment (is this word really exist haha) towards my USB cable, it harden my intention to do so -___-

So basically all Im going to do is to just list down things Im gonna say in upcoming posts. They are gonna be posts on ;

1) my first experience of driving from Bangsar to Kampong Baru, where I actually didnt know the route

2) a suprise from the boyfriend, colaboration with Maisarah & Afidz

3) my purchases during midterm break

4) outing with friends, perhaps?

Okay I guess till here is just enough. I feel so fucked up with my USB so might getting a new one soon -_____-

p/s : Im not a fan of Cristiano Ronaldo but somehow I feel this picture is sexy but innocent in a different way! :D

Have a nice day, xx!

I feel bad about this issue - Bersih 2.0

2011-07-12T19:20:00.003+08:00

A friend of mine posted her opinion about Bersih 2.0 on her blog recently. Since the day she posted it, I really really really wanted to read the post but due to the internet problem in library, I couldnt make it. So, I tried it once more time just now and Alhamdulillah, I managed to read it ! (Yeay!)

No, Im not gonna talk about her opinion. Every person has its own opinion. What Im gonna talk about is...

I COULDNT BELIEVE THAT WHAT I'VE SEEN ON ABOVE VIDEO HAPPENED IN MALAYSIA !!

Like seriously,

Is this the country I've been living since the frst day I was born?

s this the country that practises democracy?

Is this Malaysia?

Hold on. Whatever you wanna judge the video, its all up to you. I've my own opinion and I dont think I wanna share it here. Okay, maybe not now :)

Malaysia is a country that practises democracy , but this incident has indirectly scratch the good name of our motherland. I swear that I really feel sad and bad about this incident. On the day itself, I remembered that I had Industrial Relation test on the morning. As for evening, I went out, enjoyed myself with friends until the next day. Haihhh, where has the civilization goes?
Have a nice day, xx.

Im in help pfft

2011-07-11T18:21:00.005+08:00

I swear that being a final semester student is really really torturing -.- Okay I know that should be the way as its the last sem but pls, with all the pressure, I could suffer from brain damage !
Hold up, I guess that just sounds over haha.

So far, this is the list of what I should get done ;

1) Monday - Local Government quiz
2) Tuesday - Current Affairs in Southeast Asia test
3) Wednesday - Development Admin test, Draft law assignment and consult to Sir
4) Thursday - Current Affairs presentation
5) Friday - Submission of Current Affairs assigment.

Pretty much good? I know it doesnt. I could cry over this list T____T But nevermind, thank god next week is the midterm break so Im hoping that I manage to get some rest ! No no no, assignments, presentations and tests are coming after the break so I guess the only thing Im going to enjoy throughout the break are Ibu's delicious food, Abah's cars, internet access and a lil bit of shopping hehehe.

However,

I spent my last weekend with 2 babes, Awathif and Zulaikha, and also 6 others! I bought nothing, just some vibrant eye shadows from Elianto and spent most of the money on food. Ice Edge, I couldnt get over this scrumptious ice cweam so I bet that afterwards, its gonna be one top of my what-to-do-at-dataran-pahlawan-list ;p

Im at the library and I dont bring my USB along, so I cant trasfer the file which means that I cant upload some pictures here. Not only that, there are still few pictures I havent get from Hadi so once I've got them, I'll upload here okay?

p/s : Im not going to the friendly match of Arsenal vs Malaysia. Damn sad, due to those tests and classes, I dont get the chance to be there. Argh!

Have a good day, xx.

Out of the window, I think

2011-07-06T16:56:00.008+08:00

Life has changed. Whether for good or bad, things will stay like that.

I know that I must keep faith, but as a human being, there's a time where I could be so weak.

Its my final semester, but the studies are so hard. Im just scared I couldnt perform well T_T

I dont wanna dissapoint my parents for the countless time. If last sem I can, why cant this sem?

Friends remain the same. Thanks for those who still there in my heart and lung.

At the age of 20, I've realised that not every single friend of mine is entitled to be my friend.
I've started to drift away from some friends who I think are not independence enough to survive in this world.
Sorry for that, but I think you should learn the word 'friendship' and 'maturity' first.

Family has been so perfect for me. Ibu and Abah are running around in mind for hours in a day.
I also miss the warm of their hugs, their kisses.
I miss Ibu's asam pedas, Abah's cars. I miss Along, Jalal and Aman.
Family gathering is something I need now. Enjoying western cruise. We loveeeee.

Love life is just fine. I dont prefer to talk everything here.
Privacy remains personal. He's a good guy, a great guy. But people make mistakes.
People change. Acceptance of changes is hard and there's no doubt in it.
But still I have to accept it.

I'll try to apply what I've learned all this time afterwards.
What makes myself strength is Allah and my family.

Thanks for those special persons who give their endless support. You guys did your responsibilities as friends very well.

#justsaying

2011-06-29T22:12:00.001+08:00

If the same thing goes around in your mind, well basically, I do have the same thing on mine too :)

Semester 5

2011-06-04T09:13:00.004+08:00

I actually dont know what to write down here. But still, mengada nak post something hehe. So, classes so far have been good, I mean they are just okay. Forcing myself to wake me up at 730 am everyday from Monday to Friday is a big torture to myself. Seriously. Have to deal with this issue asap!

New roommates are also nice. They come from KL area and Putrajaya so we're quite familiar which each other's home. Except for this one roommate of mine who has beeen a lil bit weird -__-'

Studies are killing me slowly I guess. They are tough. Eventhough it is just an overview week, but I can feel the toughness of them!

Waving high

2011-05-28T08:36:00.002+08:00

Yours truly hihi.

Im going now, will be away for weeks. But no worries, I'll still update my blog whenever I have time, or whenever Im around library hihi.

Takecare! xx.

2011-05-28T03:36:00.002+08:00

I finally done with packing all my necessary stuffs to bring to Malacca. Fuh ! It took me 2 days until Abah started to complain saying that I take too much time on packing stuffs. I realized that I spend too much time on mengemas barang but you know, I dont know how else to reduce the time period.

I wanted to upload a picture of all my luggage + stuffs but I dont know why the USB cannot be connected haishhhhhhhh potong line -___-

Sorry guys!

I think I maybe away for weeks as my classes are started back soon. And I dont have broadband for me to keep online so yeah, I wont be online-ing often.

I should be sleeping now. But before I go, enjoy these beauty pictures!

Ngantok much, night everyone!

Have a beauty sleep, xx.

Sometimes we have to push away our ego

2011-05-27T03:27:00.005+08:00

You know that sometimes we have our ups and downs, and whenever we're at the downs part, its YOU who will fix things back. Its you who will persuade me, talk to me, make me remember about how long we've been together.

And the important part is, its you who will open up my eyes that you've been such a sweetheart to me.

You've been so good to me. You can stand with all my temper, you dont mind to get angry by me, you always chill me down even though sometimes its proven that its my mistake, but still, you will kneeling and ask for forgiveness. You will start giving all your pretty words, you will refresh us with our memories, and you will make me smile and lastly, you will entirely change the whole situation.

I admit that at certain parts, I feel like giving up. But whenever I feel like I wanted to, I will let you know. Right then, you will make me melt over you back.You will make me realize that I love you so much and its just so hard for me to leave you. You're so special, I dont doubt that.

I was so angry with you today. You woke me up (you disturbed my sleep actually) and you were expecting me to pujuk you about the last night thing. You really spoiled my day. But when I came downstairs, I was brooming the hall, then suddenly Jalal played this song. I feel like crying that moment :'(

This is the song which we will sing in karaoke cube, we will have lots of fun inside there. I'll make you laugh over your not-so-sedap voice while you will always want me to sing. I miss our day out, I really do.

Sayang, I guess that I've changed and I need some time, and space also. I've been surrounded with many problems and I've to deal with so many weird person which indirectly has spoil my mood. Im sorry sayang. Im really really sorry.

You know that Im loving you much and missing you much. Thats the reason why I become like this.

Triple 09, you cherish my days, months and years :')

I enjoy altering clothes

2011-05-21T20:59:00.005+08:00

Guess what I did today?

Well, besides tagged Ibu along to her friend's daughter's wedding, I also did some alteration to my old clothes :D I felt so sayang to throw them away so I just decided to alter some of the parts, which finally will make them looking more acceptable for my fashion sence (so-called haha)

So, as the result from my evening's activity, these are the pictures!

BEFORE

AFTER - the sleeves and hoodie were cut out.

Thinking of changing the button, will do it later!

Actually I altered this top was because of the sleeves that are quite long (they almost reached my elbow). It is sooo ugly wearing cardigan outside it so thats why I cut them off! Not only that, I also did on my this checkered top. I love how formal the top looks but still, the sleeves are just annoying.

TARAAA! Its actually a high-collared top but I cut the collar and there it goes - a mandarin collar hehehehe. So unexpected how it turned out been ;P

Damn, I just love the new collar ! :D :D

Btw, if you ever wondered why I cut the sleeves off, its actually because most of the time, I wear my short sleeves top with cardigan. But sometimes, it can be so ugly towards certain tops (like these 2) so thats why I alter them :) No no no, Im not the kind of person who wear inner at inside and short sleeves at outside, but it also depends actually haha.

Once the alteration is done, I picked up my good friend, Amiro and asked him to accompany me to Section 3 to place an order of rubber stamp. Later then, we went to Section 2 to enjoy this ;

I gotta sleep now, tomorrow is the big day.

Have a good day, xx.

Black pepper sauce with lamb chop, *drooling

2011-05-21T01:37:00.008+08:00

So yesterday, my family and I went to visit my Granny at IJN as she's currently having some trouble with her lungs. Reached there at around 6 and Abah decided to wait for Pokde's family. While waiting for Pokde's, we went to surau to perform our Asar. It is at the 7th floor, and guess what, the surau is at rooftop!

A surau at rooftop is something that never came across in my mind. Its just so cool, soo amazing !

We were there until 8 pm. Later, Pokde invited us to go for a dinner. And it was at Benjiana Steak House, somewhere at Setiawangsa. The place was good, the food were delicious, the price was reasonable!

My meal for the night ; LAMB CHOP WITH BLACK PEPPER SAUCE ON IT. I just couldnt resist lamb chop, like seriously! :D And not forgetting the sauce! I ate it just like that when everything finished kot hehehe ;p

Abah's happy face with his Tinute Steak (sorry, I dont remember the full name actually) that served on sizzling plate! :D

Ibu's mushroom soup which taste just even better than Pizza Hut's or any other restaurants that sell one!

Okay , this is actually the starter. It is served with butter but I dipped it with mushroom soup so that it would just taste the best :D

Aman's chicken chop. Something that he also couldnt resist.

My 2 favourite heroes + my 2 other brothers :)

Abah and Pokde, guess who's abang and who's adik hahaha ;p

Ibu's tak-sabar-nak-makan-face with her Serloine Steak.

Your favourite writer, hihihi.

I decided to just have Barley on that night instead of fruit juices, shakes or floats. It was raining btw that night.

There are some pictures from Jalal's camera which are not here, havent take them yet. So sorry guys, but I think this is just enough!

Have a good day everyone, xx.

Khurafat xbest, thats what Ibu said

2011-05-19T02:09:00.004+08:00

I watched Khurafat with Ibu and my brother, Jalal just now. So right after the movie ended, this was the conversation between me and ibu ;

Ibu : Urm xsedap la cte dia. Tak takut pon. Membazir je kalau beli tiket / cd.

Me : Tak takut Ibu ckp? -______-

Ibu : Ye lah. Tah pape je. Tak takut pon. Tak menarik la cte ni.

Me : Ibu, Ibu tahu tak cte ni kutip RM 8.08 juta? Second afta Ngangkung.

Ibu : Hurm, tak best lah.

Me : -_____- (fr the second time)

I wonder how Ibu can say the movie was not good at all padahal I screamed out loud while watching it for the first time, maybe because of its in the cinema. And the second time watching it, I couldnt bear to see all the seram2 part.

By the way, ada this one part where Ibu can actually gelak watching the scene. My Ibu is soooo feelingless towards horror movies. She can laugh at the horror movies and say that those movies are ones. Even my brothers and I can say like this "Urm Ibu mana takut tgk cte hantu. Gelak ada la. Hahaha."

Weird much? But thats my Ibu. My one and only Ibu I ever have, and will ever have :')

Without them , I know I couldnt survive in this world. Thanks for everything, Ibu and Abah :)

A cake for Mothers Day with own hands

2011-05-10T00:31:00.009+08:00

I tried the recipe I got from Youtube and yes, it turned out like how we wished! :), Trust me, baking a oreo cheesake is soooo easy! I know that it may sounds hard because of the word 'cheese' but no, I tried it and dont worry beginners. Its easy! ;D

So we (consist of me, and my other 2 brothers) started our operation at 1 ++ pm and ended around 3++. I dont know actually what to talk about, but I have few photos just to show to you.

1) So we broke the biscuits into small pieces like this, before we blend it in blender. Blend it well, and put a cup of melted butter in the mixture. Next, put them in tray and cool them in fridge for an hour. At this stage, your oreo base is ready!

2) In the mean time, mix the cream cheese with thickened cream, a spoon of condensed milkand a spoon of lemon paste. Mix it well until the mixture is 'kembang' enough.

3) Once the mixture is kembang enough, pour them into the tray with your oreo base. Btw, I blend oreo biscuits some more to put in the cream cheese. Its actually all up to you. You can customize the recipe based on your preference.

4) TARAAAA! We're done. This was how it looks after the mixture was fully poured in the tray. Dont forget to ratakan the surface btw! So after then, just chill it in your fridge for 5 hours - overnight, and you can enjoy your oreo cheesecake :D

5) Rupa oreo cheesecake selepas di-overnightkan dlm fridge :P

Mine? This how it looked ;

Tak lawa? I know. But takpe lah, atleast the effort was there. So this was the cake for Ibu on last Mother's Day :)

Oh btw, both my parents said that the cake tastes good, like so goood and tastes even better than Secret Recipe's. So yeah, we had successfully baked a scrumptious cake ;) *smiling happily

My new obsession

2011-05-08T02:36:00.004+08:00

I was boring enough just now so I decided to browse something on Youtube. Been soooo blur like for almost for 45 minutes, then only I decided to browse on how to make a skirt. Like seriously, how to make a skirt. Okay, dont laugh. I love sewing and it has been my part-time hobby since I own a sewing machine like since 3 years ago?

So basically this is the simplest video I found and watched, and it just attracted my eyes and heart so much ;

Actually I've been dreaming of sewing skirts by self as I realized that its so hard for me to get skirts that really catch my eyes. Like seriously, maybe in terms of the quality, the design or even the cost.

As the boyfriend always longing to see me in skirt, which so far he never get the chance to see me in skirt for at least once, thats why Im thinking of sewing own skirt! ;D

Noooo, of course I wont do the tutorial cause I know that Im not so rajinnnnn hahaha so if only the skirt looks good, maybe I'll just upload the pictures here :p

By the wayyyy, I baked a cake yesterdayyy! :D But please stay tune bcs the next post only I might tell you about it hihihi.

Yuummy, cheese cake!

2011-05-05T23:49:00.003+08:00

Godek-godek peti ais, guess what I found? Its a packet of cream cheese! Soooo, I asked Ibu for permission to make it into a yummy cheese cake. And Ibu allowed me to do so :D *jumping around*

So, just now I have browsed many videos at Youtube, and this is the best video I managed to get.

It looks so good, right? I know I know. Its tempting, fuuh. By the way, I also found this. They look so cuteeeee. Maybe they can replace cupcakes, kan? Hihi

Jyeahh, Im starting to into baking and cooking these days so I couldnt wait to bake one! :D

Show me the money

2011-05-05T22:02:00.003+08:00

I want someone to hire me. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee, anyone?
I desperately need money, to fill up my shopping desire.
Okay, its not that I dont have money.
Its just that the amount is little.
So, I must work to earn money.
Anyone who has jobs for me, please contact me asap!
I need moneyyyyy $$

So basically these are the reasons why I DESPERATELY NEED MONEYYY ;

A quick update

2011-04-29T23:23:00.004+08:00

Went out today with Jalal, went to Bukit Raja to watch The Roomate. Like seriously, we thought its a horror movie, instead its not! Its more to psychopathic thing. Haihhh. Never mind. Thank god the movie was okayyy. By the way, the cinema itself has suprised me. Dude, TGV Bukit Raja is now upgraded and da ada 3D + couple seat wooooooooooooooo! Watched the movie with couple seat and it was awesome enough! The place is not that big so it was cool la ddk blkg skali kan. Need to tell you more? Hihihi.

Will update alot I guess this time as Im on holiday. However, I bet not much pictures will be uploaded as much pictures of myself are in my lappy. Im using family pc so yeahhhh, what are you expecting kan?

Im going out with Lena the cousin tomorrow. Expecting alot of fun tomorrow :D

Holidays started :D

2011-04-29T22:29:00.002+08:00

Im finally H-O-M-E? Its homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

After one whole week struggling myself (not included the 5days of study leaves) for the finals, and here Im all up to the freedom :D I mean, not really freedom, but you know, atleast Im free from books, assignments, classes, tests, and even quizzes.

Even I suffered like hell and didnt managed to achieve my goal for final (tdo aleast 5hours per night) but I guess I did the best. Just hoping for something extra ordinary this sem. Amin :) For the very first time, bdk DPA balik awal weiii. Hahaha.

Had the last paper which was QMT 212 at last Tuesday and went back home on Wednesday as I wanted to jalan2 around Melaka with familiaaaa. But somehow, Aman my youngest brother couldnt make it as its on weekday which meanssss... school hihi.

Ibu, Jalal and I were spoiled enough by Abah that day as each of us managed to score few pieces of clothes (except for me which I only got one hmmm) Aman pon dpt something which Abah bought him 4 pieces of tshirt. He scored the most! *double jealous* But somehow its okayyyy. I was not really in the mood of buying, because I know I had spent a lot of mydad's money back then. So, its Aman and Jalal's turn :) *being sooooo good kan?*

Went from one shop to another, ate from one place to another place, walked from one mall to another mall. Like yeah, WE DEFINITELY HAD FUN. We should do it more often, Abah! ;D

Im just happy having them as my precious properties. I know they are the only reasons why Im standing still here, on what Im standing today. I just had fun with my family (:

p/s : Sorry no pics. No interesting pictures pon hihi.

Pressure, heat

2011-04-16T11:15:00.003+08:00

Its study week time :D

Finals is on next week, and Im preparing myself for the very big thing for this 1st half of 2011. I wanna increase my CGPA, I wanna make some improvement this sem. Yeah, basically Im not going home cause I know if Im going home, books are just to be kept in my bags hehehe. So, I decided to just stay at Lendu with a high hope of studyinggggg!

Will start my first paper, which is LAW 309 on 20th and ends on 26th April. Yupppp, will going back home sooooner than ever ;D

Much loves

2011-04-10T07:07:00.001+08:00

19 months, and keep counting (:

No matter how busy you are, dont neglect your meal !

2011-04-08T23:28:00.003+08:00

Due to the fast that I've been so busyyyyy lately, I regret of neglecting my tummy. So just now I decided to write a letter for the beloved one..

Dear beloved tummy,

Im so sorry for neglecting you much these days. Im just sooo busy. If Im not busy, Im sure will feed you with extra delicious food eventhough it wouldnt cost me much. I realised that I've been a little free today, but somehow I still didnt feed you. Im so sorry for thousand times. I wanted to give you bihun tomyam or maybe nasi goreng usa, but.... Im so sorry. My friend spoilt my mood, and that makes myself decided to not having dinner. But dear tummy, Im feeding you maggie tomyam just know kan. So I hope its enough.

Im sorry again. I love you till ever ;(

And now Im just scared I'll get gastric due to skipping meal for few times. Oh God, please dont ;(

A little comeback

2011-04-08T22:56:00.004+08:00

I've been sooooo busay busay busayyy these days. Log reports, proposal, assignments, tests, quizzes, presentations, events, so yeah whats next on the list?

FINALLY Im also done with all these things. Finals is just around the corner. Will start on 20th and ends on 26th ----> Im going home earlier than ever! Unlike previous sem, the DPA part 4 students tend to be the last person to go home. But things wont be the same like this sem yeay yeay! :D

So I dont know what else to update here. Urmmm. Maybe on next post, I'll post some pictures or tell stories? HIHI.

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2011-04-05T15:55:00.000+08:00

BUSY

BUSYYYYYYYYYYYY !!

Will be back laterrr!

Something that I would never trade with anything on this earth

2011-03-27T01:23:00.003+08:00

I love home not only because the comfortness I may get, but its all because how my family treats me whenever Im around (:

I love places like these..

2011-03-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

No, you would not

2011-03-23T21:25:00.002+08:00

If I say that Im not okay,
Would you believe me?

If I say that Im heartbroken,
Would you believe me?

If I say that I miss you,
Would you believe me?

If I say that I would do anything to get your heart back,
Would you believe me?

If I say that Im all yours,
Would you believe me?

No, you would not..

I cant wait for everything to be done!

2011-03-15T13:52:00.003+08:00

I just went through such a very exhausted weekend - OPEN COLLEGE. But I guess all my efforts are paid off with the victory hihihi.

And now Im currently in the week where I have 2 test, 1 quiz, 1 log report to be summitted, and 1 event to be handled.

YES.

Im all up to myself, packed and busy like no one can even beat me -.-

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Anywayyy, Im thinking of getting myself a camera ;)

What inside my heart today...

2011-03-09T13:37:00.004+08:00

The clock is ticking, and it will never stop. Im feeling great today, because its
my boyfriend and I's 18th month anniversary (:

Happy 18th month anniversary, sweetheart. I know we've gone through so many things to be at this point where we're currently standing, but its all worth it.
From happiness to heartbroken, from laughter to tears, from smile to pain, and such. Just list down everything, and Im pretty sure that we've gone through all that successfully. Am I right?
You've been THE BEST I ever had so far, and I hope it will last long. Loving you gives myself courage, while be loved by you make myself strong.
I dont wanna lose someone like you - a guy who is there at my strongest and even weakest point, a guy who knows what meals Im having for lunch and dinner and also a guy who knows how I wanted to be loved.

From so many guys out there, the one I'll point my fingers definitely will be you. Im hoping that we'll last longer that we would ever dreamt, Ahmad Junaidi Rosly :')

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In contrast, Im feeling so bad because I couldnt save his anniversary wish in my "anniversary" folder due to disfunctional phone Im having so far. I checked the phone at this one shop selling phones and stuffs, and the person there told that I've to format my phone. What? Format? Yes, its format.
And I couldnt imagined how my life could be (eceh poyo gila bunyi) if all my saved texts are deleted. I know that no matter what, I still have to do that. But.... its just so hard for me to do so.

I just love my phone so much. It contains lots of my boyfriend and I's moments.

The three of us shared so many memories together. I know that its not a phone with multi-function, and its not that expensive (which it may only cost you less than RM300) but I still love it !! :(( I saved all his sweetest and cannot-ressist-texts in the phone. Whenever I miss him or feeling bored, I'll read those texts. Those texts contain many things.
From us being so happy, being so heartbroken, his advices when I was sick and what I should do when he wasnt around. I just cant lose them. Eventhough my phone's memory is now full with those texts, I still didnt delete them, even one.

Dear phone that I've lived together for past year, dont you know that I miss you so much? Please wake up, dont dissapoint me ;(

I just love pretty pictures

2011-03-01T15:19:00.003+08:00

2011-03-01T05:24:00.000+08:00

&^^#$$)&!)#y*

2011-03-01T03:32:00.003+08:00

So once again, I feel so bad. Terasa unappreciated. Hmmm. Why are things always turned like this? I had such a stressful night just now. 3 things happened in front of me. First, friends there. Second, friends here. Last, the boyfriend. I really have no ideas why shits happened to me tonight.

Okay, think positive. Its just because God wanted to test me. Okay now, smile Adilah, smileeeeeee =)

Nayyyyhh, I just couldnt. I dont know why I become like this way. Im so sick, weak and loss all my strengths. I feel so depressed until I made up my mind to just stay awake, completing my presentation slides by doing the best and yeah, update blogs as much as I can. Cause I know, I've been missing alot. Right?

I know this is such an emo post, but who cares. No one is gonna read it. I dont mind/care.

To a boy that I've addicted ,

2011-02-28T17:41:00.006+08:00

I miss you, I just miss you too much :'(

I hope for the best to you

2011-02-28T17:29:00.002+08:00

Terasanyaa. But you wont care. Seems like its better for me to just keep it in my heart, keep it alone. Right?

I thought things would turned out like what I've been dreaming all this time. No, it turned around. Not like what I wished. Should I just keep quite? Or do something?

I think I should just stop here. There's no point of telling everything here. But atleast, Im feeling relieved. Be good, someone :')

Chocs melting in my mouth

2011-02-05T00:58:00.003+08:00

My boyf gave me some chocolates on our last met, and now Im eating some of them. As a prove, I took this picture! And definitely I'll put the teddy at the back as the teddy is very crucial for us. Hehehe I seriously dont know what Im talking about ceh.

And I just realised that I love Ferrero Rocher, Toblerone and Kinder Bueno more and more and more after the time he gave me all these ;)

Midterm break is at the end, but I thought it just started

2011-02-04T22:19:00.007+08:00

I wanted to blog anything since last week, but its just that I think I dont have anything to blog. Haish -.-

Since everyone was happily enjoying their mid term break, me and the other MTs went to Saujana Asahan for Kursus Pemantapan Dan Pengukuhan Diri JPK Kolej Dan Non-Resident. I dont think I have so much to say, but I just have few photos to share. Take note, its just a few. Enjooooooy~

Dalam dewan tu mmg bosan, those ceramah were zzzzzzzzzzz -__-

Kerohanian, Keusahawan, Setiausaha, Yang Di Pertua and yours truly, Disiplin ;P

Yoyot comel ! Kenangan terindah masuk UiTM dalam hujan2 tu sambil bawak bag sama. Sweeeet sgt hehehe. Polo sebok siot. Rasa mcm nk crop je gmbr HAHA -_-

Bendahari, Disiplin, Kebajikan, Keusahawanan, YDP, Kerohanian and S/U.

Sukan dating dengan Publisiti. NYDP, Keceriaan and Kebudayaan werent there *sobsob

A picture to be shared and kept. Memories.

Okay done. Finally I have something to post. HAHA.

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2011-02-03T12:42:00.001+08:00

I've gone missing for too long haha. Will update later!

Pulang Kembali

2011-01-03T13:45:00.002+08:00

HO HO HO ! Okay now Im safely here, in Malacca to continue my same old routine. Hello everyoneeee, Im so glad meeting my friends here. My room is fulled by Eyka, Fra, me and this one new part 1 student, Yana. Hoping that we all can tolerate and love each other to the max :D

I cant wait for the weekend, wanna meet my little smoochie woochie moochie (:

New year eve

2011-01-01T02:13:00.004+08:00

Hello people, its NEW YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ! Happy 2011 everyone :D Fireworks are all over the skies, they are beautiful, really are !

Im so happy at this moment. Im done with my part time job, same goes to Maisarah. But not to Aisyah and Pah. Hahaha sorry guys, another 2days coming for your turn okay darling? Hihi.

I guess I did my best during 15days of working as Bonia's sales assistant. I learned many things, met new friends and of course I gained money. Okay, hopefully some weight too :p I enjoyed my job to the max, eventhough sometimes stress, pressure and conflicts are there but nothing spoiled my mood to do my job.

We (Aisyah, Mai, Pah and me) decided to just lepak at McD Section 3 after our working time just now because we wanted to chill for a while. Decided to lepak at somewhere in Shah Alam who organise any countdown event but naaayyh, Aisyah wasnt allowed to do so, so yeah, just lepak and went back home before midnight.

So now Im definitely FREE from anything but unfortunately, Im going back to Lendu as my semester break is already at the end. Will travel on Sunday and yes, goodbye Shah Alam and comfy home ;(

p/s : currently addicted to Suaraku Berharap - Hijau Daun. Blame the SACC's DJ ! ;p

Hello miss, what type of handbags are u looking for?

2010-12-28T09:05:00.004+08:00

I've been missing like soooooooo long, as it is because Im working part time for Bonia sales under Bonia Group. The sales started last 17th and will be ended on next 2nd January.

Im so sorry for not writing, been super busy as my shift starts from 10 am till 10 pm. I know, 12hours of working is like so penat and I have no off day, and only get the chance to break for 1 hour only. Shit much? I know. But who cares. For atleast, I gain much money just in 2 weeks because I might get RM700++ for working only 2 weeks, wowieeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Working there is a priceless experience for me. I gain and I sharpen my PR skills during my working time by communicating to costumers by promoting them Bonia handbags! Yes, I work as a promoter and I think, this is the best part time job I have ever had (:

Besides Maisarah, other close friends that working there are Aisyah and Pah. Yes, eventhough we're working but we still manage to lepak and spend our semester break which is about to be ended.

I think that I spend my semester break this time wisely. I get the chances to catch up thing with friends and also gain moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy $$$ hehehe.

Okay, I got to go now. Need to go out and buy some pieces of clothing because I go back to Lendu, takecare!

Random thought

2010-12-15T15:35:00.004+08:00

I suddenly think,

For how long I can stick with what Im holding on now?
Time flies fast,

It flies without me sometimes can even notice,
But Im still at the same stage,
Having no benefits,
The only thing I get is happiness without benefits,
No,
Im sure everybody wants happiness with benefits,
But why cant I get it too?
Im thinking of moving to other things,

That give benefits to me,

More benefits than 'the thing' gives me,
But am I strong enough to move?
No,
Thats the answer,
Okay maybe Im strong,
But the time hasnt come yet.

I miss coolblog-ing time with friends at campus

2010-12-15T01:47:00.002+08:00

I treat my 2 brothers with Coolblog as they helped me a week ago in altering some of my clothes. Went to Tesco as its a new outlet and plus, I dont know where's the exact place for Coolblog dkt Giant -.- Haha okay skip that part.

I had apple smoothies with pearl,

Aman had chocolate oreo with pearl,

While Jalal had strawberry yogurt with pearl.

And I think that Aman's is nice. Might buy chocolate oreo with pearl afterwards, I mean dkt Melaka lah. Rinduuuuuuuuuu Coolblog sgt :p

OU, Rasta, KLCC

2010-12-14T22:18:00.006+08:00

Last weekend, I stayed at my cousin's, Lena, house cause her parents went back kampong to attend a kenduri. She fetched me at Saturday evening. Right after we arrived home (I mean her home), we went to One Utama with her brother, Amzar and his friend, Azizi. Okay, I've been friends with Azizi since last 3 years maybe hahaha. Lepak there just to have dinner which was Nandos, my favoritaaaaa, and back home around 9++ pm.

Later then, Lena's friends wanted to have some supper so yeah, went to Rasta with Noah and Musa by their ride. I didnt eat anything there cause like seriously, I've been full enough with peri-peri chicken so I thought thats even Im trying to gain some weight, I still need to save some money haha. So I just had a tin of soya bean there. These 2 guys were like so crack and yes, really really into me hahaha. Hello new friends! =)

promote filem 2 Alam ni wahahahahaha :p

On the next day, we went to UIA to hantar Amzar back to his college as his college will starts on the next day. Reached there at afternoon and straight away shoot to KLCC. We actually not really sure with ways to go there but aaaahh, serbu je la. Alhamdulillah, with my knowledge and guidance (hehehehe), tak sesat and selamat pergi dan balik okay ! So lepak there, camwhoring mcm biasa and thought of watching movie but couldnt make it sbb running out of time. Texted Safridee and Zal to ajak lepak, but both were busy so nevermind lah. After then, Lena sent me home.

What a nice gateway. (I've gone through a very stressful weekdays before tu actually)

Da lama xpegi KLCC so yeah, kinda batak a bit haha !

Masing2 ada own facial expressions, hahaha.

So penat, like seriously. I slept at 3 and woke up at 9 on that day haish. Da la petang tu went to KGNS with family as my 2 brothers had golf tournament there. A really exhausting weekend.

Hello pretty boy ! *smile

2010-12-11T11:50:00.001+08:00

The second picture is like reallayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy turning me on :D hihihi

I know its a bit lame to get a crush on Zac Efron at this moment, but who cares? He's my other pretty boy and Im having a crush on him!

Me too wanna talk about my result

2010-12-11T00:36:00.005+08:00

My day started with a wake up phone call from Ibu, was asking me to bangun as everyone is out and Im sleeping all alone. I woke up easily (seriously, very easy) and wanna know what was my first thought? Its RESULT DAY man !

I switched on my lappy and washed my face. Once the lappy is ready, I checked my email as the student portal said our result will be sent through emails. So without any hesitation + nervous , I logged in my email and yeah, I checked my results and Alhamdulillah! The result is just what I've aimed since before and the greatest thing is, I have no repeating paper! Alhamdulillah once again, only Allah knows how I felt that moment :') Went downstairs, took my phone house, called Abah, forward the email and both my parents wished me congrats.

Im a bit dissapointed with my Accounts as I know I made early preparation and was prepared enough but I only managed to get C which a bit has spoiled my pointer. But whtvr it is, Im still grateful cause Im waving goodbye to Accounts, for god sake! :D Goodbye accounts, and please dont you dare to come near to me again. Never.

Okay, lets just summarizee about what subjects I scored A cause seriously, they are just so suprising and unexpectable hehehe :B Alhamdulillah, I got As for my Bel, Law and Sports Aid Service. The most suprisingly is ofcourse Bel because... Okay I know its just an english paper but my carrymark wasnt so great, and plus with the lecturer who seems not really into me, so I didnt aimed high. But still, thankyou very much Mdm Nalini ! Not forgotten to Puan Rusnah, for giving me another A for my Law paper ;D

There's no other happy feeling like what I feel since this morning until now :) *keep smiling

Hello boyfieeeeeeee, I won the GPA deal so yeah, please make yourself well prepared with your money and the 'shopping spree' I just won :D Me love yah ! Hihihihi. Dont be sad my dear, your result is okay and just fine. But its just that your result is not good enough to beat me, so thats why you lose hehehe sorry my lovable boyfie (;

p/s : shopping mode turned on ! :D Hello new clothes, bags and accesories!

Ice cream comforts me

2010-12-09T17:56:00.002+08:00

As some people got the chance to check their result a day early , plus with a good friend of mine telling that he got 3.89 , now Im just sooooooooooooooo curious to know my results.

Went out this evening, lunch with the hommies at Uncle K Kopitiam. At first, we planned to have lunch at McD but dont know why, we changed to Uncle K. Spent time with them like for 2hours and plus, had fun catching up stories with them. Especially Lyn and Ayu ! (: Its nice to catch up things with someone who we have known since we're in primary but now, all are just grown up. Anyways Lyn, thanks for the ride.

I've been under too much stress and pressure until I a bit lose control over myself. But just now I found a way to make myself more relax, which was by ice cream. However, its not like other ice cream cause its my new very own recipe. U know, I put some other things to make it special. Haha okay , at first I put some white chocolate chips and nuts. Later, I put some milo pekat (milo + air yg sgt sikit) then lastly was.... biskut kering 4 segi tu HAHAHA :D I know it sounds weird but it tastes good, I mean real goooooooooooooood ! Thumbs up for myself ;)

Wait. I suddenly think of my maxis phone. Where is it now? Gosh. I have to find it now -.-

Grenade - Bruno Mars

2010-12-08T17:42:00.002+08:00

I love the lyrics, I really loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

4 in the morning

2010-12-08T00:29:00.006+08:00

I cried until I sleep last night, and that brought me to mata2 yg sgt bengkak mcm panda baru lepas kene tumbuk 0.o No, Im not lying. My eyes are in pain now, mcm pedih2. And this always occurs whenever I cry and wake up on the next day. Why is it so easy for me to let my tears drop? =/

A friend texted me this evening, approached me by saying what am I doing at that moment. I replied, and I asked him back. He said he's currently straightening his hair, dont want any wavy hair. Later I replied, and guess what? He's not replying my text until now. So now what in my mind keep buzzing around is, are you texting me just to let me know that you're doing something on your hair? Like duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, do you really have to? -.-

I definitely dont/cant understand this type of person. Like, do you think I really have to know what you're doing now? Haish people people.

Im now busy playing Cartown (hahahaha). Blame the boyf for this! Okay, Im just playing his, wanna increase his level. So yeah, Im all up for him. *what a good girlf hihihi*

Anyway, I managed to get myself a plain soft yellow shortsleeve shirt for myself today! And Im sooooooooooooo gonna do some altering to it so that it will turns out wow. Hahaha okay bluff, Im just gonna make it sleeveless. Like what? "You bought a shortsleeve shirt and then wanna make it sleeveless? Then just buy tank top lah. Haiyaaa." Okay let me explains. I need a shirt so that it can cover my chest whenever Im wearing tank top outside it as most tank top are having low cut neck. As the shirt I bought just now is round neck , I bet it can covers. Okay I hope it explains well ;)

Syabell texted my maxis just now, saying this ;

"Dyla.. Wish u were here ;( I need a shoulder.."

She needs a shoulder. Ohmy, whats currently happening? Im curious...

Talking about curious, if you're curious with the title for this post, its not Im writing this at 4 am, but because Im listening to that Gwen Stefani's song. Me love yaaaaaaaaaah! ;p

With a little passion

2010-12-07T01:39:00.002+08:00

One good thing that happened today was

I beat my 2 lil brothers in golf ! Suprisinglyyyy :D

She got me spending

2010-12-04T13:23:00.004+08:00

My family received 4 wedding invitations today, and I followed them 2. Another 2 houses to go, but myparents dropped home by for a while, to pray Zohor. I entered my room, and here now I am, listening to My Humps by BEP and playing Cartown. My boyf dragged me into this cartown thing and I just obsessed playing it :B

Met with Kamelia, my neighbour baby just now. Guess what? She looked sooooooooooooo adorable with her pink short dress and black boots. Can imagine tak how cute she was? Awwwww, rasa mcm nk gigit2 hahaha.

Afterwards, I guess you guys will notice that I'll be posting more posts than before ;p

A morning person is in making

2010-12-04T10:32:00.004+08:00

Hello, GOOD MORNING Malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D Ohmygod, its only 1033 but look what Im doing now, confronting the lappy while listening to music. Its been awhile hihihi. Look, abah woke me up this morning, asking me to send Ibu to her friend's house. I seriously have no ideas how easy I could wake padahal last night tdo pkol 4 hahaha. I went downstairs, helped Ibu preparing breakfast while Ibu gets helself done. So Im done with everything and honestly, I dont have the desire to sleep back.

By the way, this song is like currently entertains me. Mike Tompkins, he's just sooooo great! Enjoy guys, its party in the USA ;)

Thats alright, because I love how it goes

2010-12-04T02:24:00.006+08:00

Picture taken by the boyf. I miss this moment, our 1st anniversary celebration. Its been err err errr countless days, I just miss him too much! Cant wait to get back to UiTM, plans are waiting!

I didnt write anything for this past 3days and Im so sorry. I just quite blank of what to write hihi.

Went to Pyramid last 2 days, watched Ngangkung with Aman. Planned to meet my rommies, Eyka and have lunch with my good friend, Umar, but ah, both couldnt make it haish -_- Since Im already have driving license , I'll go anywhere by myself. But on that day, there's no car available for me and since I already promised with Aman to catch a movie, then we just went there by public! Ohmyyyy, da lama xjejak KTM hahaha :P

And I swear to you that everywhere is having sales right now. Gosh, Im sooooo inlove with few pieces of pretty clothes from Nichii. Me wanttttttttttt, please please!

If u read my previous post, I did mentioned that I just bought a new toner and gel cream from Loreal. And guess what? Im so allergic with the toner! My face went reddish, and Im so scared to try it again. But I want to try it once again, so ensure that my face is really allergic with it, but Im just too scared. I love my face, like so much :( The gel cream? No, I dont have the guts to try it, maybe some day. So now in my head, Im thinking of selling out the toner. Will post about it later.

And guess who called me just now? A good friend that has just lost in touch with me since the sem break started. Haha feeling good talking with the friend.

Ohmy,

2010-12-04T02:15:00.001+08:00

2010-12-01T01:23:00.001+08:00

Is anything wrong with my tummy? Cause I feel pain

2010-11-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

Another day is wasted just like that. Went to Bukit Raja this evening, Aman wanted to go to the driving range. The rain was like sooooooooooooo heavily and just imagine how terrible it was driving in that weather -___-'

So, on our way back home, we met with this one car from era.fm hahaha. The car was at the right lane, while we were in the middle lane. So, I waved to the car and omg, the 2 guys inside the car noticed about it. They came across up and yeah, they peace to u ! :p But somehow, I noticed that the passenger looked like Shahir. Ohmygod if its true, awwww Shahir waved and peaced me :p

Haha I know that this is just stupiddddd. Bosan lah !

Went to Shah Alam Mall later. Bought Loreal's toner and gel cream at Watsons. Did some groccery shopping at Giant, with my lil brother, Aman. Wanna know something? Demam Kuaci is hitting my family at this moment! Me, Aman, Ibu and Jalal are lovinggg so much with kuaci. Thats why we bought some more :p

Money wont comes down from the sky

2010-11-28T23:32:00.003+08:00

I just got back from Pyramid with Lena and her other 2 babes. Gosh, Im not gonna tell you more about what I did there but one thing that I really really really really really have to tell you is that FOREVER 21 IS HAVING ITS GRAND SALEEEEE !! Gosh! I swear that if I have hundreds in my hands, I'll be back home with many plastic bags from the store in my hands! Erghhh so frustrating okay! How I wish my boyfriend was there with me just now so that I can seduce him to treat me shopping hahahaha :p

Im soooooooooooooo hoping that I'll win in the CGPA deal between me and the boyf. You know, the present is RM 200 shopping spree given by the lost one! I have to win in this deal, or else I'll be losing RM200 ! Hoooo.

I miss the boyf. I really miss. I dont know how am I going to survive for not meeting him. Deep inside my heart, I always cry. I cry because I miss him much ;( No one would ever understand my feeling.

I crave, I eat

2010-11-27T21:49:00.003+08:00

The last time I checked my weight was 42 kg, which is AFTER all my efforts - eating maggi and fried rice before I sleep as my effort in gaining some weight. No, Im not complaining with my weight as I see it as quite sexy (HAHA) for a girl like me who is 5'1 height and 42kg weight. But thing is, I did few things so that I could gain weight. However it didnt turn out like what I wish.

Whatever it is, Im still grateful to my God for having a good health of mine. Alhamdulillah :')

Ibu cooked laksa today. I ate it for 3 times, sedap sangat cannot tahan. It reminds me to laksa penang dkt Pengkalan Balak. So delicious! But somehow I realised that eating mee/bihun/kueyteow/laksa/spaghetti wont make u full. Sooooo, I had laksa and nasi as my dinner just now. Then only I get full. Hehehehe.

Anyways, the picture above is cool man ! Thats why I post it here.

Single & Double

Strawberries bring sweetness to your eyes, but sour to your tastebuds

Like A Boss

My first attempt of making Pavlova

A story behind my disappearance of last 2 weeks

Surat cinta dari kakak buat adik

Since Facebook has got its own timeline,

My Chip & Dale pillow story ;)

Vintage bags I can save on

My what-to-do-list for this 4 months break

Job seeking

*major breakdown

A lazy Sunday

Help me in winning Hanie Hidayah's giveaway RM100 voucher from Adidad NEO!

This is what Im actually doing so far

1 out of 3 post that I owed

Pictures of last weekend

What I did this evening

I've turned 20 !

The moment I had with them is nothing to beat with money

Changes need inspirations

Middle of Oct

#random pictures

Who comes first doesnt matter, what matter is who stays last

The language of friendship is not words but meanings

If the love is on the line..

#random pictures

Exam mode

Second day of raya #random pictures

So now only I get the chance to post my Raya pictures

Short note!

LONG FOR THIS

9hours of shopping journey wow!

#1, the favs

Replay and keep replaying

I couldnt stop laughing over this !

A fact regarding roller coasters!

So long~

Its pathetic

A shoutout for Ramadhan !

Midterm break - Wednesday

Midterm break - Tuesday

Midterm break - Monday

Shoutout !

I feel bad about this issue - Bersih 2.0

Im in help pfft

Out of the window, I think

#justsaying

Semester 5

Waving high

Sometimes we have to push away our ego

I enjoy altering clothes

Black pepper sauce with lamb chop, *drooling

Khurafat xbest, thats what Ibu said

A cake for Mothers Day with own hands

My new obsession

Yuummy, cheese cake!

Show me the money

A quick update

Holidays started :D

Pressure, heat

Much loves

No matter how busy you are, dont neglect your meal !

A little comeback

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Something that I would never trade with anything on this earth

I love places like these..

No, you would not

I cant wait for everything to be done!

What inside my heart today...

I just love pretty pictures

*&^^#$$*)&!)#y*

To a boy that I've addicted ,

I hope for the best to you

Chocs melting in my mouth

Midterm break is at the end, but I thought it just started

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Pulang Kembali

New year eve

Hello miss, what type of handbags are u looking for?

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